Saturday, September 10, 2011

On the Moon, being happy, weird and neuron connections

Hi Friends!!!
I'm tired but I want to write...
I am happy. Period. I am weird, and it's good to be single when you are weird. Nobody gives me "looks" or is silently (or not so silently) embarrassed of my actions and opinions. I am really awesome and should express myself.
I love dancing around the house all the time and singing a lot (at home and in the car)...
I am so happy all the time...I never imagined I could be this happy...I am a very positive person and I think that really plays a big part. However, I think the biggest part is that I was so unhappy for a while that now I can't help how happy I am. And I wouldn't want to stop it.
Here's a weird thing I do that I have never told anyone: Every night before bed, I look through my window to see the moon. I'm obsessed with the moon...I don't know why...and the Moon in Colorado seems to be bigger for some reason...I just love staring at it...I could do it for hours...Deeper thoughts come at night for me. It might be because you have all night to keep thinking, because the world gets quieter, quiet enough that you can hear your thoughts.
I want to keep writing but I am pretty tired. I hope the lack of sleep will still allow me to keep having some interesting big thoughts every now and then...I love it when the miracle of my neurons doing synapses happens...and I love the light going on...new connections, revolutionary thoughts, and the opportunity to share them with people we respect enough to be receptive to them...and hopefully rebottle in some way that makes us think even deeper...
That's all folks!
Buenas Noches!
Cata.

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Married again :)

I have been gone forever...I've had company...my bff from Argentina, and now my mom is here...
But today it's raining (my favorite thing ever) and my marriage had begun...so I'm extremely happy.
"And now I pronounce you Cata and School"...
School and I started our flirting stage in kindergarden, I was always so very happy to go to school. I had a happy time at home but I absolutely loved it. I used to memorize books and "read" them to my stuffed animals.
By the time I started 1st grade , I was a full blown nerd. Nerd is a good term in Argentina, you can be cool AND nerdy. There wasn't "classification" that early in my school...and I wasn't that "cool" later because I had glasses (since I was 2), plus, my sister was considered prettier and cooler than me (never affected my self steem, if you know me).
Straight A was an everyday thing...
By the time we got engaged in high school, school and I, I already knew I wanted to take our relationship all the way.
I probably realized my call when I was 9 or 10 years old, but by high school I already had schools and masters picked out. I WAS GOING TO BE AN AMBASSADOR.
Law School and then a Masters in International Affairs...
So there I went, 2 years of Law School...when I had my affair...Michael...
Yes, My other marriage got in the way...
I moved to the States w the idea of starting again (cause everything is so doable when you are in "love")...
A little here and there I continued out relationship...Eventually my real marriage (or should I say my husband) got in the way and School and I broke up for 2 years...
A month ago I decided no more, I realized my true love, the one that had always been there, never let me down, always full filled me, my true soul mate...So within a week, I had filled out so many applications and emails, I had my scholarships and subjects picked out...
I started last weekend (even though nothing was on the website yet), to make up for lost time...
Today is the first day of our Marriage, today is the official start of the semester and therefore, the start of our marriage...
This time I'll get it right...I know...It's meant to be...
There will be times of hate and love...No sleep, no food, no sex (but what else is new). I'll dedicate all my time to it...All the time I don't have the girls and all the time they are asleep...
Next 10 years of my life, at least...and then I'm thinking I'll keep our flame going by studying languages, I'd like to be fluent in 6 languages, I already have 3 (English, Spanish, Italian...little rusty)...French...just the basics...
So, there's the most promising and fruitful relationship I'm cultivating :)
Wish us love and happiness...