The State of Colorado and Michael are jerks...

Today in the morning I was back to my perky self (not my body, that's still the same...My mood)...
I even made the deposit for my balloon payment :)
When I got off work, I went to my Finance class that I'm taking every Tuesday for the Habitat for Humanity Loan...It was so much fun...The guy that gives it knows so much history and finance...I could listen for hours...At the end of the class I asked where was I in terms of the loan, and Sue told me, they already chose a family for this year...My home projects dreams fell to the floor...I hate it when things dont go well because of things that are beyond my control...I was the first application, I turned everything in within a week (paperwork and everything), they told me I was the perfect candidate and because of the dang divorce and the stupid State of Colorado needing 90 days to pass......................................The loan won't happen until next year....That means my roof and pluming and electric...and $15,000 in home repairs will have to wait until next year and it totally sucks....I'm so frustrated..........
I got the girls clothes ready and took them to Michael's appartment...he wouldn't open the door...He told me to leave the clothes on the door and wouldn't tell me how olivia is...not even by message...I don't know what his problem is................I'm so sick of this crap, poor girls....and the State of Colorado that won't let me have full custody.......................DO THEY SEE THIS GUY.....THEY SHOULD HAVE PERFORMED A PENECTOMY ON HIM LONG TIME AGO...That way, his only brain cell would stain at his upper head and think every now and then.............................
ok...im just going a little crazy right now...
TOMORROW HAS TO BE BETTER...
Good Night everyone!!!
Your crazy blogger
Cata

My kids are still alive...

It's been quite a weekend...The girls haven't been behaving as well as they had, and I'm going through some stress (Thank you Department of Revenue), so I have no patience...it's a cycle...
I think the fact that the hunger and cravings kicked in today is no help...I have to admit I ate half of the lemon pie kyrsten left (the I can't throw food away excuse)...But I grabbed and put back a slice of straberry cheese cake pound cake (very impressive).
So I thought it'd be a great idea to take the girls walking so they can get distracted and also be tired later but it kindda backfired...Olivia didnt want gloves from the get go and then took her hat off mid walk...Needless to say she was freezing and complaining right away...Kyrsten, on the other hand, did 6/7 blocks in her tricycle without stopping much, I couldn't believe it.
However, during Olivia's nap, I grabbed all the paper I could find around the house and I organized them...I also cleaned the appliances and swept 5 times (I think it was a compulsive thing today)...The best part is that, as tidy as my house is today, tomorrow sis-in-law is coming to watch the kids here so it will be like a hurracaine came through by the end of the day...things to look forward to...I do thank her inmensely for her free help, I cant afford to pay someone. Plus, she is very patient with the girls (as far as I know)...Anyways, that's what I keep telling myself.
My 3 year old daughter let the frase "What the hell" and I dont know where she go  that from (Michael, the worst influence in their vocabulary would say "what the f***"). Another thing she said the other day was "Mommy, I speak Spanish" (in English, it cracked me up), "Do you speak Spanish" to which I answered "Every time I talk it's Spanish"...I wonder who told her that she speaks Spanish. I dont think she can tell the difference yet or she'd be asking how to say things...Olivia repeats and talks like crazy too, today she said "I like Ice cream"...But there's a lot I still dont understand when she talk, good thing I have Kyrsten to translate...
Enough blabbling...Have a great week!!!