The State of Colorado and Michael are jerks...

Today in the morning I was back to my perky self (not my body, that's still the same...My mood)...
I even made the deposit for my balloon payment :)
When I got off work, I went to my Finance class that I'm taking every Tuesday for the Habitat for Humanity Loan...It was so much fun...The guy that gives it knows so much history and finance...I could listen for hours...At the end of the class I asked where was I in terms of the loan, and Sue told me, they already chose a family for this year...My home projects dreams fell to the floor...I hate it when things dont go well because of things that are beyond my control...I was the first application, I turned everything in within a week (paperwork and everything), they told me I was the perfect candidate and because of the dang divorce and the stupid State of Colorado needing 90 days to pass......................................The loan won't happen until next year....That means my roof and pluming and electric...and $15,000 in home repairs will have to wait until next year and it totally sucks....I'm so frustrated..........
I got the girls clothes ready and took them to Michael's appartment...he wouldn't open the door...He told me to leave the clothes on the door and wouldn't tell me how olivia is...not even by message...I don't know what his problem is................I'm so sick of this crap, poor girls....and the State of Colorado that won't let me have full custody.......................DO THEY SEE THIS GUY.....THEY SHOULD HAVE PERFORMED A PENECTOMY ON HIM LONG TIME AGO...That way, his only brain cell would stain at his upper head and think every now and then.............................
ok...im just going a little crazy right now...
TOMORROW HAS TO BE BETTER...
Good Night everyone!!!
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Cata